
This past Sunday I celebrated my first official Mother's Day. I say official because I was visibly pregnant last year at this time and received many well wishes. And while I felt a bit like a mother then, it is nothing compared to the way I feel like a mother now.
This special day just so happened to also fall on Malachi's exact ten month birthday, yet another reason it was official! My day was a special one, pretty much like all of the special days I have had over the past ten months. Just typing this makes me shake my head-I cannot believe ten months have past by so quickly. I look at newborns and little babies and remember when Malachi was that little and it wasn't that long ago. Everyone always said how fast time flies when you've got children but I didn't think that would happen to me! I think about all of the things I wondered about while I was pregnant-what would his voice sound like? What color would his hair be? Would I be able to comfort him the sweet ways I've seen other moms comfort their children? Would he like to dance around with me?...and the million and one other thoughts new mothers have before their lives are forever changed for the better. I also think a lot about my life before Malachi and how things seemed to take on such huge importance-now, nothing is as important as my lil man.
I am so truly blessed to love my son and feel that love reciprocated. There is nothing better than walking into a room and having him look at me and instantly smile. It is enough to make you weak in the knees and joyful in the heart.
I also am truly blessed to feel that love from my mom. It's interesting to see how your life position switches when you become the mom and your mom becomes the grandma-or Gigi in our case. I see her with Malachi and the bond that is between those two is truly unbreakable. Gigi gets to be silly and crazy (things I've seen her do hundreds of times with daycare kids) but it is somehow different with Malachi. It's almost like a new awakening for her and I know she feels it too. I know I am the kind of mom I am because of her and the role she has played in my life. The truly unconditional love and support I have had for 30 years has shaped me into the woman and mother that I am today. And I thank you for that Mom. Thank you for being a great Mom and an even better Gigi!
So, to all of the mothers, grandmothers and great-grandmothers out there, new ones and ones who have been so for a bit longer- I hope you all had a fantastic day and feel as blessed as I do!






